August 11, 2007
What makes your heart cry out loud that you've tears rolling down your cheeks no matter how hard you try to hide it?
What makes you find it so difficult to move on, let alone let go?
What makes you stuck in a rut, so afraid to lose what's already not yours?
What makes you so afraid to trudge back to your wayward behavior, shutting even those closest to you out of your life?
What makes you feel as if you're living in fear, of being dejected, solitary and unworthy of anyone's love?
What makes you wonder why some people able to let go immediately and some unable to?
What makes you feel that the whole world is crumbling down on you and yet there's no one around to save you?
What makes you think about who you are, and who you were before this life?
What makes you see something and want it so badly that nothing's going to stop you until you get it, whatever the price?
What makes you cry so hard that the pillow's tear soaked, your eye bags apparent and you still don't feel any better?
What makes you just feel so damn weak, miserable and so very tempted to catch a glimpse of how Heaven looks like?
There's a limit as to what I can and cannot control. I guess everything requires time to adjust and get used to,
once again
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`because all you've left here..
all you've left me with,
are footprints ;
reminding me of who i used to be..